A Year Later: The real post

In the year since our trip, I have really done a lot of soul-searching.  I enjoyed the trip but there is a whole world that for various reasons I just haven't explored.  While I was in California, there were several things that I didn't get a chance to do and that frustrated me.  I did have a great time but I still felt very sad about it.  Then, I didn't get a chance to go back for my family reunion and that frustrated me.  There are just so many things that I want to do before I leave this world.  I can't wait for anyone.  I can't depend on anyone. I just need to press on and accomplish something.